u p d a t I n g

(for all you nosy ass fuckers. <3)

actually, not really. i just got lazy. but... xanga is being cool. with all this fancy-shmancy shit to hook your entries up with. i'll be back later. i should be doing homework anyway. BLAH!

I DON'T HAVE MY CELL PHONE!

OK SCRATCH THAT, I DO HAVE MY CELL PHONE, BUT I HAVE NO CHARGER.

SO WHOEVER'S CALLING, SORRY! I'LL MAKE MY MOM BUY ME ONE THIS WEEKEND.

freakin major.

so today i decided that i had to go out for a walk or something because i was seriously feeling so crappy and sluggish it was gross. i dressed up the kiddos, made brandon put some sweats on, and we headed towards sand lake (elementary). they had so much fun, rylan trying to eat a handful of rocks and halle "practicing" for recess when she starts kindergarten in the fall. then it got really hot and dusty and i packed up the two and headed home. the walk was nice, it started to get breezy. then right as i turn into the street there was this fuckin ugly mutt dog barking at us from behind this short fence. i got really nervous because... dogs still scare me. and it was barking and had its two front legs on the top of the fence. it looked like it was going to hop it at any moment. i really didnt want to move because i knew the dog would follow us to the other end of the fence which was a couple of inches lower than the other side due to the sloping of the lawn. so it was inevitable. the fucking dog would jump over the damn fence. so fuck it, we decided to see. we all walked towards my house, which was only a couple feet away. and low and behold, this motherfucker jumps over this fence like it's not even there. and i was getting pissed. this dog is a bitch, and i'm not talking female dog. we weren't the only "victims". he attacked my other neighbor about a month ago. and i remembered that she was screaming "STOP!" and "NO!" and the dog seemed to listen to her. so i tried her tactic and it worked for a while. and i was seriously hurting my freakin throat screaming at this freakin mutt. and what pissed me the FUCK off is that the neighbors were home. and their windows were open. they didn't even come out and try to get their fucking dog off our nuts. we were in CLEAR view of their window, they could see that i had my son, my one year old son, in his stroller strapped down and helpless and my 5 year old sister who is TERRIFIED of dogs gripping my hand like there's no tomorrow trying her hardest not to run away. good thing my brother brought his stick with him to try to "protect" us with. we kept inching towards my house and right when halle's feet hit our lawn, she freakin BOOKED it. then my mom came out because she thought all the obscenities that i was screaming were towards my little sis. that bitch ass dog tried to run after my sister until my brother kicked gravel at it, screaming "MOTHERFUCKER LEAVE MY LITTLE SISTER ALONE OR I'LL BEAT YOUR LITTLE HEAD IN." it was sweet considering he's really mean to halle. and we made it to the front door after like, i don't know, 5 minutes. and right not, at 12:15 in the fucking morning that fucking dog is still roaming around my neighborhood. next time this happens, i swear i'm going to stomp on that dog's head.

i hate dogs.

HAPPY 2ND FATHER'S DAY TO MY BABY DADDY . whoopdeedoooo.

summer has be fantastic! yay! LOVE IT.